I've had this blog for over a year. I remember when I created it; I wanted something to record my feelings, the happenings in my life, what I expected of the future. Even though I post infrequently and sporadically, it's still fun to read my past posts and reminisce.
This past semester has been a roller coaster to say the least. It's finals week, and the things that have been happening in my life lately are not conducive for a successful outcome. My boyfriend and I broke up last night. I feel completely empty and devoid of any kind of motivation or passion. I'm incredibly upset, but at the same time I know it's for the better. We fought too much. There were too many times when I questioned, why do I put up with this? Because I love him, of course. But I just wish these things were not so hard. I wish I was a strong enough person to be able to brush myself off and go on even stronger than before. This is by no means the end of the world, but it is the end of a happy period in my life.
I got a job at the clothing store Old Navy. It's very cookie cutter, but as long as I make money I don't care. I need money. I have $50 to my name right now. I don't want to ask my mother for anything, she's struggling enough.
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